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9/2012

Sometimes I feel utterly helpless when it comes to my eating disorder-overeating. I have been filling the void with food since the third grade. Candy, soda-food. Being made fun of. Stuffing myself more and more with food. Completely out of … Continue reading

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8/18/2012

Life has passed me by in the fat suit. Gaining weight, losing weight. Depression…..Hopelessness….FEAR. I hide and I eat. Hoping to get filled up. The worst thing a woman can be is fat. I have been fat since the third … Continue reading

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8/19/2012

Lately I have been really depressed about situations in my life. I have been overeating. Trying to stuff away my feelings with pizza, soda, candy and whatever is on hand. Gorging myself on food in the middle of the night. … Continue reading

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8/20/2012

Lately I’ve ben either eating¬†very little or over eating. My emotions have been up and down. I am stuffing my face with food. Filling the void. Sadness, heartache. Today I ate an extra value meal at McDonald’s and three slices … Continue reading

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10/15/2010

Good news dear reader. I got the man! Seriously. It’s on some Romeo and Juliet type of shit. You know what trait I despise in others? Racism. Nothing is worse than a racist.. The ultimate sin is to be ashamed … Continue reading

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10/12/2010

Sorry I have been neglectful dear reader. I’ve had a busy couple of weeks back at school and well trippin out inside of my head. It was kind of fun though, I can’t lie. What if the person you thought … Continue reading

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9-29-10

It’s 2am and I have to be up in seven hours. I’m happy to be back in school. It’s been a great couple of days. I hate Facebook. Seriously. It is so fucking fake. I’m friends with people on there¬†from … Continue reading

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